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 disclaimer [insert disclaimer] `icouldwaitforever_its worth it;  myPROFILE: talz* female sixteEn tms likes: reading. writing. travelling. music. a certain someone =p. myWISHLIST: insert wishiies((: Haha...in no mood to study altho I kno I really really shud be, and now I'm feeling so guilty for not studying... haiz... it'z so scary, everyone has more faith in me than I do myself... I dun think I can make it... everyone thinks I can.... I mean, I'm really touched, but very pressured too... I have no goal. That sux... not passionate bout anything... sumone asked me today, cuz I was telling him about thinking about becoming a doctor but being crap at bio... he asked me "so wut do u really really love dong?" "well... I duno..." the truth is, I'm those ppl who sorta like everything, but not very passionateabout smth specific... I think being a doctor has a lot of benefits, and I told him that. But then he reminded me that benefits isn't as important as whether u like it or not... I guess I really really duno.. I was thinking. If I become a doctor and sumthing like sars crops up again, wut will i do? I guess I would risk my life for my patients, but again, that is provided I dun have a family and kids. Den wut about a designer? I like design, but the benefits are pretty nonexistent.... I duno...maybe I am too materialistic. Today, Ms Neo kinda told us her life story... It must have been pretty regretful for her. I just hope I dun end up like dat. It's not that I dun care for my future... its just that I can't concentrate... tallie concentration... ok...I just wasted 10 mins... I'm so guilty.... ` 10:59 PM Hmmm...gezz this is the last entry I'm gonna write in this apartment. We're moving tomoro. That's cool. Wutz not cool is that the house is acutallie FAR from ready and I have umm lemme see only around 5 tests next week. What a gr8t time for teacherz to give homework huh.... I kno I haven't updated for a long time, but I was just too busy with tests, CAs and the Balloon Hat Festival at Sentosa to update. Haha...gez wut? I like folding balloon hats!! It's fun... Hmmm.... I am kinda dead... I dun get most stuff in Bio lorz... >.< And I got B4 for the previous test...that sux. Haiz... I'm havin this super huge headsche right now I duno wether to go sleep first or do hw NOW.... cuz its already 4.... I wasted one hr....U kno, I'm gonna write to the newspaper. Cuz wen I got my physics test I was bu shuang cuz mr. mubabrak marked me down just bcuz I wrote meter instead of metre... It's just the british and the American way ah~ Both shud be accepted.. yea...so i decided, cuz I'm just too sick of it. MAN~ my headache is REALLY bad... and I dun have asprin.... I'm alone at home yeah, cuz everyone's at the new house... haiz...I shud be helping, but cuz of my overload of tests I'm stressed, alone at home, and having a serious headache.. great start to a weekend huh... hmmm... I gezz I'll go rest a lil while, den I REALLY gotta go study, or else, I'll just be letting my parents down.... haiz slackin at home while they work like shitt in the new house... so cya.... ` 4:09 PM Monday, February 16, 2004 argh...I tried to put a tagboard on this but my comp just kept crashing four times!! So I guess I'll try my luck another day lo~ It waz Valentine's Day on Saturday. Haha, had no date but I went out with my family... we went to see how the new house was coming along. Seems like we're gonna move soon... then we went to the Beach Rd. Prawn Noodle shop.. was reallie gud!! We went to Suntec to do a little shopping and then to Far East sq to eat sushi!! it was fun.... Haha, I ate a lot right? dats cuz I did drills dat day, and I could FINALLY march!! Tim was beside me and shouting so loud that I shouted loud and florence then shouted loud as well... ahaha... YeA...no date for valentinez, so Emily and I went shopping together on friday...ahaha...it was gud relax time tho.. I studied yesterday, for SS.... Talking about school... Mr Tan gave me a ZERO for my composition.... my god.... cuz I kinda didnt write to the point... I'm so sick of all the word limits and stuff... I mean, it's my fault I didn't write to the point... just hate memorizing a certain sentence structure and remember to stuff in adverbials wenever I can bcuz the markers want that crap.... If I can write well in my own style, I dun see why I need to squish the information into a set format... That's not creative writing... ohohoh!! and u kno~ MEL IS COMING!! yes~~ during June, and I'm gonna sneak her into school to go see the band and other CCAs like npcc and ncc (cuz therez no such thing there). I wish i could show her the home ec room...(there is no home ec there) hmmm...and how come we dun have something like world vision here?? And student council too... it sux.... guess wat... I have more tests tomoro...super crazy, right? hai.... I think I did really bad on most of them... so scared... hai... oyea...and about that thing... I think there isnt enuf hope... so I guess I'll move on, or at least I'll try... hmmm...but which one tho.... I duno... argh I need my bday to come sooner~~ something for me to look forward to... k...I gezz I really gotta go to hw...hai...I dun have a life nemore.... ` 4:47 PM Monday, February 09, 2004 hmmm....felt like updating. Frolic picz are out!! I gotta ask mel to scan the yearbk pic of beck too... >.< so shuai... ahaha... Aanyway, how's school? It'z the same.. like alwaiz, all the CAs come rushing. I got a 57% on my A math test.... Hai.... I feel like such a failure... By the way, I went to the Body World's exhiition on Saturday, w/ Fanglu, Danny, and Lek... was supposed to go w/ val and co, but couldn't make it... feel so sorrie... hai.. It was ok la... hard to imagine sum of the stuff was actuallie real.. yea sum were kinda freakie... like the deformed babies... so poor thing... on the way back, I asked lek... he said... cuz she wanted to study.... and u gotta wait... then i told mel... she said "aiya, just go like another guy" but I dunno...so.. I thought out a plan... I will just put that aside and look at others, then wen the time comes, I'll just bring it back out. The only question left-- wen will the time come?? hai... Oyea... and brian... sorrie I didnt ask u along la... cuz I figured u mst likely couldnt go anyway, so yea... Hmm... nth else to write about... and this entry is so short... but I think I better go study... still have this chem and bio test tomoro... hai.... bye lo!! ` 5:52 PM Thursday, February 05, 2004 Hayo... ahaha... haven't been updating for I duno how long... but I've been too busy ah~ and I just finished my homework. So many things have happened... dunno where to start tellin... well.. for one, I'm starting to feel the monotony of school. It's always hw, hw, hw, then CA, CA, CA, then Exams Exams Exams.... and then we start all over again. Did I ever say that studying is one real tiring job?? hai... I feel so drained.. ahm gonna go to the gym tomoro... start working out before I go obese... another thing. I have this HUGE MAJOR writer's block (thats if I was even qualified to be a writer) I've been writing real crap stuff and I dun have any ideas... at all. I'm getting kinda sick of the O level 'compositions'. There are so many rules, it's just like everyone's has to be about the same, or else it's wrong... then I may just well memorize the structure and puke out everything I remembered during the O levels... no thinkin and creativity.... hai... one of the pitfalls of O levels... see, MOE this is wat ppl mean by singapore schools stifle creativity.... ok...enuf of nagging... I'm just really stressed now... cuz so many CAs and stuff.... very very texing. Haha... did I say, or project work, our group's topic is Dessert!! creative huh!! I'm not gonna let the system stifle MY creativity... :p haiz... Anyone watched Peter Pan?? was it gud?? still need to go to the body worlds exhibition.... maybe going with nal this weekend bah~~ tho I'm still kinda weerd about it... I got fat by the way, on a diet again... HEEZ dun think I will stick long tho... just too drained... Haha... I gtg Math test tomoro.. really afraid I might get careless again. By te way, I gotta remember to return ultrasound to brian... owellz... very drained (wad, this is the like 4th time I'm using this word) so I gtg sleep... haha... get my beauty sleep... so nitez everyone.... luv yaz... ` 10:59 PM  myLINKS: florence marcus pinyi jessica valerie mish lynn eugene ben/wong brian amy unforgettableMOMENTS: 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 templateCREDITS: Icon Blogger Blogskins Psdelightful Template by `myriadstars;* [insert tagboard here] PREFERRED SETTINGS: Width: 200 ; Height: 250 | ||
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