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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

yoz... how come I always blog so late at night?? its a bad habit I tell u... well, hmm abt offstage on wed... I personally think we could've done much much better. but whether or not it was good is still smth I cannot conclude. However, one thing I can conclude is tt my mum is pro @ listening to orchestras. I'm serious! She was telling me how the balance of our band isnt right, like she said the flute's can't be heard, the clarinets are overpowering the flutes, & the cornets and trombones are overpowering the band. All are pretty true. Then she was telling me how the double bass was so pathetic cuz u can see poor sandra plucking and sawing away @ e strings but u cant actually hear any of it. And she complained tt our dynamics pretty suck. which according to glosz is true. Ya, and she doesnt actually have any professional music training btw. so I realized whoa!! she's smth.

Anyway, apart from tt, some ppl say it was good others say it was bad. Like they cant even agree whether say merry widow sounded good anot. MAN~ So yea, I know wat songs I played gud and wat songs I shud've done better and work on it lo.. only thing to do ya?

OMG!! auditions are like coming right up, and I havent been practicing!! tml I wont be free, so I guess I'll have to push it to wed the 15th... which leaves me SIX days. Sometimes I think I deserve to get kiked all the way out to timbuktoo. God help me. I just hope I dun gabra gabra den screw evrything up real bad. If I do then I can kiss my CCA point and band social life goodbye. But seriously, they shouldnt include sec 1s lor, cuz they will still have another chance during sec 4. We old and useless sec 4s will nv get tt chance ever in our sec sch life see? omg, talk abt giving excuses.

Come, now is the time for all the birdy ppl to cheer for the one and only florence!! I hear she's gonna have a solo tml!! Go florence!! Ladies and Gentlemen, who gets out, who stays, its entirely up to you. Please cast ur vote AFTER the show, I repeat, the phone lines will only be open AFTER the show. Wha, I shud stop being totally lame. Talk abt lame, this is probably the lamest joke I've heard. "What do u call a sleeping cow? A bulldozer" WALAO!! Wanna hear more lame jokes, kindly consult the expert at shrimpiness.blogspot.com. Call now and get an extra lame joke for free. Whilst stocks last. Terms and Conditions Apply.

I got fat. Correction: I got visibly fat. I tell you, having too nice friends and relatives can sometimes make you feel elephant-like. I went to visit/help out/pig out at my uncle's coffee house today and I tell u, they would ask me if I wanted anything to eat and/or drink at least once every 10 minutes. And me being the total pig tt I am, found it excessively hard to resist such tempting offers.. hai, I can almost see my nose turning flat and my skin turning pink. remind me ok? I shud slim. seriously.

Do u kno, wanting to do smth and actually doing it can be to hard. Like u kno it's the right thing to do, yet, u cant bring urself to do it. like a mind vs body thing. *hai*

Well, my mum and I asked this doc and he gave us a piece of advice. Go to australia aft ur 0 levels and get ur As aft a year (freaky huh) and go straight to college. For medical, preferably go to UWA (uni of western aus) 4 medical. So tt kinda means tt I might be going to aus after my Os. Omg, I bet ur just plain worried I might accidentally burn down e dorm or smth huh. well, I guess u worried right. And plus, I gotta do my own laundry!! ugh. I am so not independent. sue me.

I went for a british council placement test this week, cuz I was seeking english tuition. can u imagine. Anyway, they had this placement test with mostly grammar questions. Some were tricky. But then when the interviewer graded it, I got 74/80. And he was impressed yo!! He was sorta thinkin like why are u here kinda thing. And there was this sentence I wrote tt particularly impressed him. "His sister speaks better English than he." Betcha didnt kno it was he instead of him!! =p Anyway, tt was one hell of a ego boost. And do u kno, wen I first shook hands with him, he asked me. Are u working? oh my god. I need anti-aging.

Theres this article on CNN. it says tt studies show tt lost sleep = to weight gained. So theoratically, I should only be abt the fattest person on earth right now. Today I went swimming and there was the CSC swim team training. I tell u, everyone was so slim, I felt oh so fat. So I shud seriously SLiM!! Yea, gonna sleep now.. more sleep, less fat.

` 3:20 AM
iicould; neverlet you go*

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Whaz... been so busy with band, offstage in 4 days and all. Went to Shanghai and guangzhou from nov 20-28th.. its pretty fun, the scenery wasnt bad. I like the buildings in shanghai!! anyway, the food in guangzhou is good 2!! So like duh I ended up over eating.. and its so cheap! like 2 HUGE bowls of noodles for like S$1.60 leh!! but its super salty, so ended up, we started over drinking too.. haiz. stuff there is like cheap!! U kno my sch shoes, it costs like 8 bucks and its like abt 100x nicer than wut bata sch shoes. I bought this cute pink pair of like fashion sneakers for 4 bucks!! Oh ya! and I bought jeans that dun look like jeans too. but I gotta alter them. I'm vertically challenged.

Ya, so when I got bak, there was band camp from like nov 1-3 which was like yesterday. I tell u, I nv knew playing the flute excessively could totally scorch ur throat. it's like forever dry... anyway, the first day the food was alright I guess.. like normal camp food la, but the veggies tasted a lil artificial.. u kno? our makan cheer was merry widow fig.6 "I want to eat my luch" + our trademark clap.. so creative ya?? den *pity us* we had sectionals 4 like 4hrs!! ok.. prollie to pro bands like sps and ppl, its not a lot.. but like, its so frickin tirin.. the rehearsal @ vch kinda sucked... aiyoh... I must emo a bit.. but then if u have a shit tone, how u emo?? listen den sian liaoz. help... my tone totally sux. and I wanna learn vibrat!! =(

aiyoh!! taufik won... syl more like idol-ish lor.. sommore i think the final showdown syl did great for all my life and i dream. taufik only was good during mrs jones. waste my $2...

today went to st andrews for the qyo. their accents like pretty cool.. den after hearing cedar and xin min den I realize merry widow is so frickin nice!! den later u listen to sas and u find out tt 7th of july is even better. u kno, theres this flute girl on the outside called monique, her hair is totally cool! its like dirty blonde and with pink highlights, short hair, curly at e ends.. so cute!! but then e girl I sat next 2 was a lil grumpy. =p den i like didnt kno wat 2 do. but then when like cedar, xin min, and sas were playing, it seemed pretty long, but with us, it was like so fast... u jut go like huh? tts it? their conductor is super funny!! next time, if I choose shirts, pants, and the inside stuff for my husband, I am so gonna rmbr qyo. and ya, I finally found smth s'pore dun tax ppl on. its air.. this shows u how extreme s'pore is man.. the kangaroo story was cute like the "beep beep" sound was so real.. and u kno, they sing better than some choirs I kno *fake cough*.. ok tts mean, but its pretty true.

u kno, sometimes ppl get really extreme.. 1 day they are like all chatting with u stuf, and then the next they totally wanna ignore u.. its not right, unless u committed some super injustice to them, which usually isnt e case. I guess its better to have 1 more friend than 1 more enemy ya, u wouldnt have to totally cut ties with someone. I duno, just feel tt way..

also, its weerd how when u kno this crucial fact abt someone, u just look at tt person different. its called discrimination, or at least i think it is.. but ya, sometimes u cant help it.

enuf abt people relationships. I am one WEEK behind on hw.. my god, how am I gonna find the time to rush it bak?? offstage is like 4 days away.. still cant believe how fast time flies. its like didnt I just take my finals? and now I gotta drag myself to sch every day... after qyo, I went to my uncles coffee shop opposite sas and got myself free pepsi!! its cool I wanna help out, but I'm afraid I dun have time and prollie, I dun kno how, u kno how they all shout in hokkien? well yea, my hokkien is like as good as joshua mok's chinese.. so I'll prollie get the orders mixed up, and end up paying for everything. fun way to get broke isnt it? sounds a lil like sandy. altho she prollie nv gets broke. or maybe I'm so accident prone I'll prollie just smash the drinks into my customers... haha... anyway, I wanna work there tho.. but shud be tough work.. its 24/7.

I found out lately, tt our flute section is officially e most dodo group of prople I have happend to chance upon.. but then tts fun too!! but then like dodo ppl mix with dodo ppl so tts prollie why I'm like so one of them kinda thing.. I want to drink capri-sun... dun see it in singapore tho, no wait... I shud just go to my uncle and get one!! =p I went to my cousins wedding yesterday.. very glam.. at e fullerton.. I also dress so glam can? *shameless* the food was pretty gud tho, but then the wedding cake was styrofoam!! very unromantic can? I was so poor thing in the beginning.. I was supposed to be a usher, but then like its weerd to approach a total complete stranger and ask them whether they kno where to sit.. anyway, my feet were hurting like nobodys business.. because my extremely glam high heels were unfortunately extremely small too, so I was like getting blisters all over the place.. cannot even walk properly.. but then when it came to the dancing part, duno leh... can dance liao... sommore so pro!! I didnt step on their feet. its a skill to be accomplished, trust me. everyone looked great. so in the end my bro did all the ushering work. den I acted so refined, haha, but at home, omg, so de wat.. see la, florence!! influence me until I so lame..

wha, I've been writing this stupid entry for like uhh 1 hr liaoz.. aiyah, I was laming away until now I so tired liao. ohya, how do u ask soomeone if they are gay? do u just go up to them and say "are u gay?" and become as bird-brained as joshua?? Yesterday, I saw some pretty cool pick-up lines 1."do u believe in love at first sight or do I have to walk by again?" 2."I lost my number, can I have urs?" cool ya?

aiya.. out of ideas of things to crap abt.. its much harder to crap when ur talking to urself like this crazy person. prollie tts why I dun blog often...

` 1:40 AM
iicould; neverlet you go*

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	disclaimer [insert disclaimer] `icouldwaitforever_its worth it; myPROFILE: talz* female sixteEn tms likes: reading. writing. travelling. music. a certain someone =p. myWISHLIST: insert wishiies((: Tuesday, December 14, 2004 yoz... how come I always blog so late at night?? its a bad habit I tell u... well, hmm abt offstage on wed... I personally think we could've done much much better. but whether or not it was good is still smth I cannot conclude. However, one thing I can conclude is tt my mum is pro @ listening to orchestras. I'm serious! She was telling me how the balance of our band isnt right, like she said the flute's can't be heard, the clarinets are overpowering the flutes, & the cornets and trombones are overpowering the band. All are pretty true. Then she was telling me how the double bass was so pathetic cuz u can see poor sandra plucking and sawing away @ e strings but u cant actually hear any of it. And she complained tt our dynamics pretty suck. which according to glosz is true. Ya, and she doesnt actually have any professional music training btw. so I realized whoa!! she's smth. Anyway, apart from tt, some ppl say it was good others say it was bad. Like they cant even agree whether say merry widow sounded good anot. MAN~ So yea, I know wat songs I played gud and wat songs I shud've done better and work on it lo.. only thing to do ya? OMG!! auditions are like coming right up, and I havent been practicing!! tml I wont be free, so I guess I'll have to push it to wed the 15th... which leaves me SIX days. Sometimes I think I deserve to get kiked all the way out to timbuktoo. God help me. I just hope I dun gabra gabra den screw evrything up real bad. If I do then I can kiss my CCA point and band social life goodbye. But seriously, they shouldnt include sec 1s lor, cuz they will still have another chance during sec 4. We old and useless sec 4s will nv get tt chance ever in our sec sch life see? omg, talk abt giving excuses. Come, now is the time for all the birdy ppl to cheer for the one and only florence!! I hear she's gonna have a solo tml!! Go florence!! Ladies and Gentlemen, who gets out, who stays, its entirely up to you. Please cast ur vote AFTER the show, I repeat, the phone lines will only be open AFTER the show. Wha, I shud stop being totally lame. Talk abt lame, this is probably the lamest joke I've heard. "What do u call a sleeping cow? A bulldozer" WALAO!! Wanna hear more lame jokes, kindly consult the expert at shrimpiness.blogspot.com. Call now and get an extra lame joke for free. Whilst stocks last. Terms and Conditions Apply. I got fat. Correction: I got visibly fat. I tell you, having too nice friends and relatives can sometimes make you feel elephant-like. I went to visit/help out/pig out at my uncle's coffee house today and I tell u, they would ask me if I wanted anything to eat and/or drink at least once every 10 minutes. And me being the total pig tt I am, found it excessively hard to resist such tempting offers.. hai, I can almost see my nose turning flat and my skin turning pink. remind me ok? I shud slim. seriously. Do u kno, wanting to do smth and actually doing it can be to hard. Like u kno it's the right thing to do, yet, u cant bring urself to do it. like a mind vs body thing. hai Well, my mum and I asked this doc and he gave us a piece of advice. Go to australia aft ur 0 levels and get ur As aft a year (freaky huh) and go straight to college. For medical, preferably go to UWA (uni of western aus) 4 medical. So tt kinda means tt I might be going to aus after my Os. Omg, I bet ur just plain worried I might accidentally burn down e dorm or smth huh. well, I guess u worried right. And plus, I gotta do my own laundry!! ugh. I am so not independent. sue me. I went for a british council placement test this week, cuz I was seeking english tuition. can u imagine. Anyway, they had this placement test with mostly grammar questions. Some were tricky. But then when the interviewer graded it, I got 74/80. And he was impressed yo!! He was sorta thinkin like why are u here kinda thing. And there was this sentence I wrote tt particularly impressed him. "His sister speaks better English than he." Betcha didnt kno it was he instead of him!! =p Anyway, tt was one hell of a ego boost. And do u kno, wen I first shook hands with him, he asked me. Are u working? oh my god. I need anti-aging. Theres this article on CNN. it says tt studies show tt lost sleep = to weight gained. So theoratically, I should only be abt the fattest person on earth right now. Today I went swimming and there was the CSC swim team training. I tell u, everyone was so slim, I felt oh so fat. So I shud seriously SLiM!! Yea, gonna sleep now.. more sleep, less fat. ` 3:20 AM iicould; neverlet you go* Sunday, December 05, 2004 Whaz... been so busy with band, offstage in 4 days and all. Went to Shanghai and guangzhou from nov 20-28th.. its pretty fun, the scenery wasnt bad. I like the buildings in shanghai!! anyway, the food in guangzhou is good 2!! So like duh I ended up over eating.. and its so cheap! like 2 HUGE bowls of noodles for like S$1.60 leh!! but its super salty, so ended up, we started over drinking too.. haiz. stuff there is like cheap!! U kno my sch shoes, it costs like 8 bucks and its like abt 100x nicer than wut bata sch shoes. I bought this cute pink pair of like fashion sneakers for 4 bucks!! Oh ya! and I bought jeans that dun look like jeans too. but I gotta alter them. I'm vertically challenged. Ya, so when I got bak, there was band camp from like nov 1-3 which was like yesterday. I tell u, I nv knew playing the flute excessively could totally scorch ur throat. it's like forever dry... anyway, the first day the food was alright I guess.. like normal camp food la, but the veggies tasted a lil artificial.. u kno? our makan cheer was merry widow fig.6 "I want to eat my luch" + our trademark clap.. so creative ya?? den pity us we had sectionals 4 like 4hrs!! ok.. prollie to pro bands like sps and ppl, its not a lot.. but like, its so frickin tirin.. the rehearsal @ vch kinda sucked... aiyoh... I must emo a bit.. but then if u have a shit tone, how u emo?? listen den sian liaoz. help... my tone totally sux. and I wanna learn vibrat!! =( aiyoh!! taufik won... syl more like idol-ish lor.. sommore i think the final showdown syl did great for all my life and i dream. taufik only was good during mrs jones. waste my $2... today went to st andrews for the qyo. their accents like pretty cool.. den after hearing cedar and xin min den I realize merry widow is so frickin nice!! den later u listen to sas and u find out tt 7th of july is even better. u kno, theres this flute girl on the outside called monique, her hair is totally cool! its like dirty blonde and with pink highlights, short hair, curly at e ends.. so cute!! but then e girl I sat next 2 was a lil grumpy. =p den i like didnt kno wat 2 do. but then when like cedar, xin min, and sas were playing, it seemed pretty long, but with us, it was like so fast... u jut go like huh? tts it? their conductor is super funny!! next time, if I choose shirts, pants, and the inside stuff for my husband, I am so gonna rmbr qyo. and ya, I finally found smth s'pore dun tax ppl on. its air.. this shows u how extreme s'pore is man.. the kangaroo story was cute like the "beep beep" sound was so real.. and u kno, they sing better than some choirs I kno fake cough.. ok tts mean, but its pretty true. u kno, sometimes ppl get really extreme.. 1 day they are like all chatting with u stuf, and then the next they totally wanna ignore u.. its not right, unless u committed some super injustice to them, which usually isnt e case. I guess its better to have 1 more friend than 1 more enemy ya, u wouldnt have to totally cut ties with someone. I duno, just feel tt way.. also, its weerd how when u kno this crucial fact abt someone, u just look at tt person different. its called discrimination, or at least i think it is.. but ya, sometimes u cant help it. enuf abt people relationships. I am one WEEK behind on hw.. my god, how am I gonna find the time to rush it bak?? offstage is like 4 days away.. still cant believe how fast time flies. its like didnt I just take my finals? and now I gotta drag myself to sch every day... after qyo, I went to my uncles coffee shop opposite sas and got myself free pepsi!! its cool I wanna help out, but I'm afraid I dun have time and prollie, I dun kno how, u kno how they all shout in hokkien? well yea, my hokkien is like as good as joshua mok's chinese.. so I'll prollie get the orders mixed up, and end up paying for everything. fun way to get broke isnt it? sounds a lil like sandy. altho she prollie nv gets broke. or maybe I'm so accident prone I'll prollie just smash the drinks into my customers... haha... anyway, I wanna work there tho.. but shud be tough work.. its 24/7. I found out lately, tt our flute section is officially e most dodo group of prople I have happend to chance upon.. but then tts fun too!! but then like dodo ppl mix with dodo ppl so tts prollie why I'm like so one of them kinda thing.. I want to drink capri-sun... dun see it in singapore tho, no wait... I shud just go to my uncle and get one!! =p I went to my cousins wedding yesterday.. very glam.. at e fullerton.. I also dress so glam can? shameless the food was pretty gud tho, but then the wedding cake was styrofoam!! very unromantic can? I was so poor thing in the beginning.. I was supposed to be a usher, but then like its weerd to approach a total complete stranger and ask them whether they kno where to sit.. anyway, my feet were hurting like nobodys business.. because my extremely glam high heels were unfortunately extremely small too, so I was like getting blisters all over the place.. cannot even walk properly.. but then when it came to the dancing part, duno leh... can dance liao... sommore so pro!! I didnt step on their feet. its a skill to be accomplished, trust me. everyone looked great. so in the end my bro did all the ushering work. den I acted so refined, haha, but at home, omg, so de wat.. see la, florence!! influence me until I so lame.. wha, I've been writing this stupid entry for like uhh 1 hr liaoz.. aiyah, I was laming away until now I so tired liao. ohya, how do u ask soomeone if they are gay? do u just go up to them and say "are u gay?" and become as bird-brained as joshua?? Yesterday, I saw some pretty cool pick-up lines 1."do u believe in love at first sight or do I have to walk by again?" 2."I lost my number, can I have urs?" cool ya? aiya.. out of ideas of things to crap abt.. its much harder to crap when ur talking to urself like this crazy person. prollie tts why I dun blog often... ` 1:40 AM iicould; neverlet you go* myLINKS: florence marcus pinyi jessica valerie mish lynn eugene ben/wong brian amy unforgettableMOMENTS: 12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004 01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004 02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 04/01/2004 - 05/01/2004 05/01/2004 - 06/01/2004 06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004 12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005 01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 templateCREDITS: Icon Blogger Blogskins Psdelightful Template by `myriadstars;* loveLETTERS: [insert tagboard here] PREFERRED SETTINGS: Width: 200 ; Height: 250
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